Homophobic abuse at the end of my night. So why do I feel like I should ignore it?

I should be able to buy some takeaway without fear of homophobic abuse.

Walking into the chicken shop, immediately the string of comment sstarted

“Oh you like to take 9 inches”

“Fucking queer”

“fucking puff”

You know how it goes. I tried to ignore it, but soon thought “Why should I have to?!” 

For the first time in my life I understood the meaning of the phrase “I just saw red”

My partner Mike was telling me not to do anything. So I didn’t. I just stood there shaking even when the guy came up next to me shouting “I aint no homo”

I had to be stopped by Mike after we left, from going back and putting my fist down their throats. See if their “deep throat” comments were so funny then. 

I used every bit of self restraint to not go back in their and fucking beat them in until their tny shallow minded brains were on the floor.

Right now I am sitting here shaking with so much anger. Why the fuck should I have to hear the things they said. A ten minute tirade of abuse, and why should I feel like I am in the wrong for punching their eyes until they bleed. 

Then I said to my housemate how I wish I was able to hide my “gay” and be more straight like Mike. What the fuck does that even mean? I do not wish that. I am proud of who I am, and yeah it might be tougher to be a little floppy wristed. But I do not care.

I know gays feel like we should be thinking “oh but in ten years I will be on 50K a year and you will be cleaning grease traps”. But those sentiments mean nothing. 

I want to be able to knock some fucking homophobic cunts teeth out for thinking he cn fucking talk to me like that.

They may be fucking ignorant cunts, but in my ideal world, they would be ignorant cunts who I stand over as they bleed the fuck out.

It gets better? When? 

10 notes:

  1. whatsthatwarraz said: Smack them next time and say it was a pre empted strike.
  2. year36 said: I understand completely what you are describing. I’ve ignored and gone after folks. I find going after them to be much more effective. Educate them.
  3. fitch-bitch said: I’m sorry. :(
  4. jayouelioh said: My boyfriend slammed someone on the ground for pushing me in a bar once. I say if you can take em on why not.
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